Thursday, September 17, 2009

I am here without you baby

I am here without you baby
But you are still on my lonely mind
I am here without you baby
but youre still with me in my dreams............ (3 doors down, here without you...)

I am here without you baby (and baby in this post refers to the lack of romance in my lonely life).. wish it was...Many a times, I wish I had not been so stubborn in life and was more in touch with myself. Many a times I wish I was not level headed with love (or relationships)---well, but then one cannot have all that one wishes, can they?

Why am I wondering about romance? Well I have wanted it all my life, especially from the man that you are with - but then somehow this has always eluded me.. Romance (as men seem to so discerningly percieve ) dosent match my personality! F***k! how is an emotion/desire suppossed to match my personality? what is that suppossed to mean??? Oh yeah, I am hopelessly romantic, and want to be romanced to the lowest shallow beaten track... I want the works- the flowers, the songs that are dedicated, the careless touch of passion when I aint looking, the jealous look when I dance with another man, the bent knee to ask for a dance, the slight longing kiss on my hand... I am tired of this 'so called emancipated/sexually liberated' generation that I belong to - now that romance is dead, emancipated women get-

Discussions on Space compatibility,
Career projections and financial safety
The bent knee replaced by 'lets get drunk and try some crude hip hop'
Jealous has been replaced by 'Oh go right ahead, I understand your need for space'
The longing kiss with 'A sad replica, that has neither passion nor sensitivity- a personification of the perfunctory'........